Thank God i meditate.
I recently started a new job.
They all think I'm so nice.
They want to be my friend.
They have yet to see my snap.
My dark sided desire for ease and efficiency.
And heaven forbid someone try to tell me what to do.
It's a weird feeling,
succeeding at something
you don't want to do.
Being good and well liked,
in a place where,
I'd rather not be.
Perhaps it's a blessing,
a reset.
One I no longer am able to resist.
I'm relearning patience.
Perhaps this is exactly where I am supposed to be.
And it is not them who don't know the real me,
it is I, who am once again becoming,
who I've always meant to be.
No longer tied down to the version,
of what others have known me as...
Weird.
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